Dear Reader,

I’ve been traversing a path for quite some time now—a journey gradually leading me out of the confines of what some might call the “matrix.” This path has been unveiling to me the realization that the only limitations I face are those imposed by the current projection of my reality. It all began with Cleo Sol, or at least, that’s as far back as I can recall. Months later, a gentle whisper stirred within me, saying, “I want to unveil myself to you.”

One thing is certain: when you trust in God, His voice becomes unmistakable. It has taken time to recognize it, but with patience and discernment, I’ve learned to distinguish His voice from the noise around me. For those seeking to discern God’s voice amidst the chaos of their thoughts, I encourage you to compare the “voice” to the nature of God Himself. Does it bring peace or anxiety? Does it align with His character or demand unrealistic expectations? Does it lead to clarity or confusion?

Discovering the nature of Christ is a journey in itself, one that can be aided by various forms of media such as songs, podcasts, and literature. Personally, I find solace in reading directly from the source—the Word of God. It’s through this intimate connection that His truth becomes clear and His voice unmistakable.

What I adore about reading is its demand for personal interpretation. Allow me to elaborate. When I read, I am presented solely with my internal interpretation of the words written on the page. My mind is spared from subconsciously processing external information. I am not subject to the influence of another’s soul; it’s just me and the words before me. And perhaps, the interpretations I derive from these words guide me to not only seek but walk in truth.

Living in truth is crucial, as it aligns us with the life that God intends for us. Without embracing our individual truths, we inevitably wear masks—masks shaped by external influences, societal expectations, and our own past experiences. Before we know it, our ego constructs an entire persona based on these masks. Isaiah 55:8-9 from the Bible reads, “For my thoughts are not your thoughts, neither are your ways my ways, saith the LORD.” This verse suggests that God desires a specific way of thinking for each of us, tailored to our unique lives and purposes. However, we cannot fully embrace this divine plan while still tethered to the masks of our ego.

Here’s a truth bomb: The person we were raised to be is simply a product of our upbringing. Growing up entails recognizing and appreciating the journey that brought us to where we are today. It’s about acknowledging the role our guardians played in shaping us and being grateful for the strength that got us through our toughest days. But as we mature, we must also learn to detach from the persona we were molded into and embrace the person God intends for us to become. Trusting in His divine purpose and plan for our lives allows us to step into our true identity and fulfill our unique calling. In a later blog, we’ll discuss how navigating this space can be both a reward and challenge.

As I conclude, I leave you with these thought-provoking questions or journal prompts: Are you unknowingly fleeing from your true self? Are the shadows of your upbringing clouding your vision? Do you find yourself numbed by the monotony of your current existence? If you resonate with these sentiments, take heart. They are not signs of weakness but rather indicators of your journey towards maturity, self-realization, and purpose.

I leave you with one of my favorite quotes by Marianne Williamson: “Our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate. Our deepest fear is that we are powerful beyond measure. It is our light, not our darkness that most frightens us.”

Sincerely,

a modern day woman.